Sunday, November 11, 2007

i wish i had my enneagram book

last night was pretty awesome... i really cut loose. my ego is feeling it this morning. usually the morning after hanging out with friends i feel embarrassed and worry that i made an ass of myself. i usually sit around trying to study and have pangs of cringing memories that i am probably exaggerating in my head. ah, well... if i make an ass out of myself when around people I guess this is just something about myself I need to learn to love. or at least find a little bit amusing. i guess i'm sort of scared of people, which is a bummer. but i bet everyone is at least a little bit afraid too.

talking to the girls was good last night. i need to overcome my anxiety and do more of that. growing up with a house full of boys has been sort of a drag on my social life.

i went on a walk this morning at 6:30. it was pretty fantastic. denton was still and the leaves were feeling the season. and i was excited not to sleep until noon. last night when i got home i seriously burnt my tongue on some chamomile tea.

5 comments:

Bradley Kerl said...

casey, i have the same problem every time i get a little too drunk, but rest assured we still love yooouuuuu!!

Whitney said...

i also have some social anxiety and uncomfortable morning-after remembrances of potentially embarrassing things that i did or said. but you needn't worry. i really enjoyed hanging out/talking with you saturday night and i can't wait to do it again. next time i head denton-wards i'll bring my yarn and knitting supplies!

lauren said...

this was a great weekend. i'm glad you were a part of both nights. :) i hope it happens again and again.

darcy dubose said...

more of you needs to happen.

monét said...

yeah casey, we're all socially awkard thats why we're friends. i'm really glad we got to talk saturday night too!